I have been in the midst of an emotional turmoil lately, which probably is not quite as dramatic as that sounds, but still, its making me emotionally exhausted.
This morning, after snuggling under bigger than me duvet and sleeping with every article of clothing I have (a bit of an exaggeration) to keep warm in those winter expectant Himalayas, I woke up had a sip of warm coffee and devoured three emails from you. Complete strangers thinking of me, updating me on their own plans and just sending me good thoughts. And in the end, if there is something I have discovered in my somewhat colorful life, it is that very little else brings as much satisfaction as having a community of people who give you love, support and acceptance. I felt all of that this morning and the warmth that built up inside of me trickles down my cold cheeks. This is the good kind of trickle, so dont go and worry about me now. I am not a crier and most of the tears I have left behind in my adult life have come about in moments of happiness. And movies. Yep, I am one of those.
Thank you. Thank you for coming along with me on this journey, for listening to my blabs, forgiving me the times when I dont fulfill my promises and for just being there. I dont know the vast majority of you, but I can assure you, you are an integral part of this trip.
Very special thank you to you three, I hope you know who you are. I am starting the day warm and fuzzy, if not a bit too emotional, but its better than just cold and full of coffee ;)